I’m just so much an obstinate that I subconciously block the response I think. Started doing it as a kid to fuck with doctors and that’s just how it is. If I practiced I could probably get over the mental block, but doesn’t seem like I’m missing anything.
So I have some neural damage somewhere and none of my doctors care. I feel like there must be something else going on (・_・;)
I’m just so much an obstinate that I subconciously block the response I think. Started doing it as a kid to fuck with doctors and that’s just how it is. If I practiced I could probably get over the mental block, but doesn’t seem like I’m missing anything.
That is nonsense. Like saying you can make your heart stop beating.
It’s really easy to make your heart stop beating. Getting it to start again is the real trick.