So, yes, I will tell my girlfriend these things eventually and face my conflict fears. But I kind of just have to rant. I’ve been so anxious and sick lately and I noticed it mostly goes away when I’m not around her.

She loves me so much though and gives me gifts, and she thinks we’ll get married as adults.

She doesn’t really listen to me. She talks over me, she only says “ok” or “uh huh” when something bad happens, or maybe “oh no that sucks” if I’m lucky, just like my last ex who she happens to be friends with.

She would rather watch TikTok and listen to music 24/7 even on dates and hangouts to the point that she can’t hear me say ANYTHING so we don’t even talk.

She only really talks about herself and her interests, and when I try to talk about mine she’s just like “Oh interesting” with no further input but she wants me to be interested in her stuff and talks about it all the time.

I’m so done. I wanna stay, I don’t wanna tell her the reason I kind of need to break up though, and I know saying anything will make me gag.

She also never stopped being friends with people who were rude to me but if it was someone else , suddenly they’re no longer her friend.